It Begins with Color: Thoughtfulness

This week we are challenged to look for thoughtfulness in our daily lives.  What have others done to touch you and show that they care.  

After this weekends event my brother and Paul decided that the studio needed to be reorganized and remodeled.  There was a trip to the lumber store and some careful planning and I know have  a new studio that is cleaner and organized.  I was done there last night creating and the space has a renewed sense of creativity.  Even my brother who hasn't sat at the wheel for months was creating!  

Their thoughtfulness to renew my space and therefore my creativity meant the world to me. 

Before : After

Before : After

Weekend Grand Opening Event

This weekend was the Grand Opening Sale for the studio.  We moved from outside the city into Newmarket last fall.  Since then I have been getting organized, growing babies and then having said Baby.  Therefore this summer was the the big launch of the studio here in town.  

We had an Open House as well as an artisan sale with a couple of my friends who are also making leap into embracing their art.  I had done a bunch of advertising as well walking (with the whole entourage of kids and Uncles) the flyers around the neighbourhood.  While not many people came the newspaper did come and did and interview and took pictures.  This will be in next months edition and I am hoping that this will bring lots of interest into the studio.  However, the overall day didn't feel successful.  We didn't make many sales and come of my friends made none.  

We try and come with all the things that make us feel better like it was the hottest weekend of the summer so far and so maybe people went away, it was too hot to come out and the Garlic Festival was the same weekend.  Then we talk about not advertising enough and all the things that we could have done differently.  Who knows if any of this would have made a difference.  

After a day like that we of course start to question if what we are doing is the right thing and whether we should just pack it up and go get jobs at the local Starbucks (I've always wanted to work in a cafe, I love coffee culture). After packing everything up and taking the much needed swim in the pool I come to check my e-mail.  There are two e-mails that remind me that I am doing exactly what I am meant to do.   One is from the downtown Yarn Shop Unwind (where I wholesale my yarn bowls) and she has asked me to be a part of the fall festival and wants me to bring my wheel and do pottery in the middle of main street!!  Isn't this every artists dream to stop traffic and do their craft in the middle of the street.  This opportunity would be amazing, the buzz that the studio would create would be amazing.  I am on the path to becoming "That Potter".  Then I receive and e-mail from my Dad who came for the weekend to help with the show and drop a much needed freezer off.  He said how amazed he was at what I am doing, that he knew I was a potter but that he never really saw what I was doing and creating.  That he was proud of the artist and mother that I was becoming.  This e-mail meant the world to me (things haven't always been that great between my Dad and I).

I think as artists there is always this moment every once and a while in which we think is this worth it?  Would it just be easier to pack it up and say we tried and go and get a regular pay check.  The big question we then have to ask afterwards is would we be happy?  Would our families be happy?  And how are we living true to ourselves?  I can always find reasons to pack it up but I can never answer the questions afterwards.  

Knitting

Every morning this week Sam has been asking to get his knitting needles and knit just like Mommy.   I tired to show him finger knitting but he wanted to use the needles just like me.  I couldn't convince him otherwise.  He of course got bored and the yarn turned into a laso and he played for hours with the yarn in his own way.   I keep getting caught up in trying to make sure that we do lots of crafty things as well as making memorable moments along the way.  I should just be ok. with what happens each and everyday with what he is given.  

It Begins with Colour

Erin has encouraged us to look for red this week.  So here is a little boy in a red canoe with a red truck in the background!   This is what we do on a very rainy weekend, hangout indoors.  Then go to the place place to get the sillies out!

Right Now I Am.....

Loving: The children that have chosen me as their guide on their journey.  Welcoming: The Warmth that Summer Brings  Appreciating: A moment to myself to breathe Noticing:  The changes that take place all around me. Wishing: Peace among the chaos Eating: Fresh summer food from the Market each week.  Counting:  Each and every hug and kiss Feeling:  Blessed Listening: To the rhythm  of my soul Thinking: I haven't written much, I need to write and share more.

Moments for Everyone

We have been spending this week relaxing and recovering from our weekend at Kempenfest.  It was a great weekend and we enjoyed almost every minute of it.  The high winds made for a shaky tent that of course makes me nervous but this is only because of last years tent blowing over.  With cinder blocks and long pegs, the boys assured me that even Dorothy and her Tornado wouldn't move this tent!!  

This weekend was my second time at Kempenfest and it was really great to be there a second year in a row and have people coming back and looking for you.  It gives you this sense of pride that someone bought my piece last year and has loved and cherished it so much they are looking for more.  A reminder that I am doing what I was meant to do.  The energy that I get from people is amazing and I am looking forward to give that energy into my work as I prepare for the next show.  

The weekend was also amazing for my two boys at home.  They where able to spend some much needed time together.  They have been having a difficult time together as of late as they try to figure out the relationship between the two of them.  They have similar personalities and there for have been clashing.  Some would think that there shouldn't be any clashing as one is the parent and the other the child.  What else is there to workout?  We strongly feel that there is much to be figured out.  Sam is a person and therefore has a say in who he is and the things that he does.  Why should I treat him as though he is less than me and that I am the boss.  He probably knows more than I think that I do and lives in each and every moment.  He should be really teaching me rather than the other way around.  After a day playing and being together Sam pulled on Paul's arm bringing him down to his level and said to him that it was a great day playing outside and that he loved him.   Paul teared up and said he loved him too.  While I was not here to witness this special moment between them, the way Paul told it to me that night, I knew it was a moment that the two of them will hold dear.  

On a crafty note; here is one finished sock of the Jaywalker pattern.  What an easy and amazing pattern.  The yarn I used was the Misti Alpaca Hand Painted Sock yarn and it is amazing!!

Long Weekend

We are at Kempenfest this weekend enjoying the sun, people and selling stuff!  Come on out and join us for a great time and amazing art and crafts!  Here's to good sales this weekend.