Where to go from here?

I have been struggling with the intention of me writing and posting here. I find myself here everyday looking at the contents and never able to actually write something. I think who is actually reading it and if no one is then why am I doing it? Is is for myself and my own ability to document and visualize the things going on in my life? Or is it a marketing strategy for the studio? Or is it simply a way to connect with all the other woman out there in the same space and place that I am.

I think to myself I really don't have anything interesting to say and if I do I can never keep it short and so that requires a lot of writing. Everyday writing is not something I am finding that I am good at. Rather everyday writing is not something that I am able to work in with all the chaos I feel is happening around here. Caring for the kids all day and then teaching 4 nights a week, I am pooped at the end of the day and just want to relax and knit a few lines if I can focus. Maybe I am looking at it from the wrong angle, why does posting have to seem like a job? Maybe it could be a joy? My other biggest problem is all the reading of other blogs that I do and think "Wow, what she said was amazing and her blog is beautiful, why can't mine be like that?" So all I do is read others and enjoy what they are sharing.

I am not too sure where things will go from here. Maybe I need a little inspiration as well as a refocus. I made my first Etsy sale the other day as well as filling my 10 week classes. Maybe this is what I need to get things organized and going. Let myself off the hook trying to be the perfect Mom for these two amazing babes and learn to let it flow.